*goes to hide in emo closet of emo-ness* Why so soon!? Why!?

Well it’s actually going at a slower pace than the manga, but since there’s a shorter wait in between episodes than there is in between chapters it feels like it’s happening so quickly. And I’m a little fangirl wreck because they chose to go for an emo cliffhanger ending! Dammit!

*returns to the emo closet*

Ah, I’m disgusted with my emo-ing fangirl self. I think that it’s having a bigger effect on me because I’m currently feeling so stressed and busy. Then when bad things happen in anime it’s like, “No! Where’s my daily escape!” and it takes longer to recover.

We know it’s not going to be ending too soon so…fillers are going to pop in and draw out my emo time. No!!! This sucks! I’m actually not quite sure what sucks more. Emo fillers, or incredibly inappropriate Lulu fillers. I’m not looking forward to either very much. But at least I’d like some emo fillers because at the current point in time that’s the only way I can get my Amuto.

… *goes back to the emo closet to be lonely and poke stuff with a stick*

RAWR! (I snap out of it so easily) I wouldn’t be so emo-grouchy if Satelight just did their job and gave me fluffy Ikuto in Amu’s room fillers instead of Amu daydreams about Tadase.

You know, breaking out of my funk for a minute, somehow I got this feeling that Amuto and specifically Ikuto fans watching the anime are going to be bitchy this week. Like fangirl PMS or something (oh god, it exists! Boys run for your lives!)…I’d be laughing if I wasn’t fitting my own joke so well. *feeling bitchy for fangirl reasons*

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Summary

Satelight puts us through fangirl emo Hell!

Seriously. I’m too grumpy to do it this week so I’ll just do thoughts this week (and I’m making it quick).

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Thoughts

>_< I will try to keep my emo fangirling to a minimum. So the post will be a little shorter than usual.

OH GOD! It’s possible to add even more glow, bubbles, and sparkles to these scenes in a dream. Agh! I can’t believe it.

Though quickly, I don’t mind Amu having dreams because she’s at that age and etc. We forgive her fangirl side because we’re all fangirls, even if we our tastes are different from hers. I’d prefer to be able to call her a fangirl for the couple I’m not supporting anyway. Ohoho~

But yeah, there is one thing I want to comment on and I think even most Tadase fans will agree with me. “Aggressive” is not a word meant to be used with Tadase. Not after 75 episodes where I’ve had various moments of, “lol. Uke.”

You know what’s more aggressive than saying “I love you” every day after you already confessed for the first time (therefore making it easier)? This. This. This. This. And various scenes from before I was blogging (biting a girl’s ear comes to mind…).

*sigh~* Oh well. Fangirling is fangirling. Amu should at least know what her fangirl side likes though.

But it’s all good. Ikuto’s there to snap Amu out of her fangirl fantasies for some real~ time. As much as Amu may complain and go on about Ikuto being in her bed, she hasn’t kicked him out since that night (where he was pissing her off by being…aggressive lol~).

Yoru! Oh Yoru you poor kitty chara! *steals for cuddles time* Hearing Yoru talk and be bullied in this episode made me so sad. He’s just worried about Ikuto. He’s the only one in this episode who knows what’s really going on and as much as he tries, he can’t do anything to stop it. Yoru~

Oooo…a frowny Rima. That’s more like it. She’s playing along with Yaya like a gossiping old lady because she likes teasing Amu.

Oh, and who doesn’t? Oh wait…Tadase apparently doesn’t do that much. Even though everyone else does…Ikuto, Nagihiko, Rima, and Yaya. Kukai and Utau to some extent too.)

I would like to take this opportunity to say that I think aggressive people are generally teasers~ as well. So yeah. I know that line was in the manga, but the anime doesn’t have to make Amu all fangirly about it again when she’s not all flustered and embarrassed, but rather fangirly.

Oh Nagi~ Is it just me? Nagi looks like such a guy, doesn’t he? It’s also the rare, “I know everything” look we haven’t gotten to see much of since Nadeshiko. Except this time it’s totally a guy look. (It is, isn’t it? I mean look at him!)

Nagi~ Use that look on Rima when the opportunity arrives. That might get rid of her suspicions right away~

Oh so now we know what Nagihiko was doing out at night. There’s just an extra night added in there. No big deal.

Plus I like seeing more of Nagi since he was neglected so much in the beginning of Doki. He needs to especially be let in on Guardian plot-related business as much as possible. (Oh I hope his eggs hatch soon. Nagi~)

Ew…it’s both funny and makes me sigh. Oh Amu-chan, Amu-chan. You’re still a long ways from growing up in some ways.

Well at least that’s yet another thing I’m looking forward to in the future of this arc. Amu grows up quite a bit. Oh…I’m feeling so proud even though it hasn’t happened yet in the anime. Just thinking about the manga makes me happy.

lol…But it feels weird talking about how proud I am of Amu growing up when I’m faced with fangirl face.

And so we hit the area where many of us are suddenly going, “Poor Tadase…” rather than the “Poor Amu” of just a few episodes ago. Now Tadase’s the one we’re all feeling bad for, because now he has a confession that hasn’t been answered except for Amu to say, “I’m happy.” Then you watch a scene like this and sure they both have the hearts, but with Amu’s expression, you take her less seriously.

You know what it kind of reminds me of with both of them though? It’s like one of those background couples they showed in the SA manga whenever Hikari needed to get disgusted by something.

Foreshadowing…not for Tadase’s secret past with Ikuto, but for how many times I’m going to want to give this little shouta a bonk on the head. For either being…kind of stupid (Blind might be a better word to use) or for keeping everything to himself.

And because the fangirl in me can’t take having more Tadamu pictures than Amuto, even though I have nothing to say and the scene is nothing special (except Amu worrying about Ikuto a little~) we do a tiny image spam.

Tch. You know what else sucks about Ikuto’s situation? The fact that he doesn’t feel well so he’s grumpy and won’t take advantage of things like Amu worrying about him. It’s not fair!!!

Someone get Tadase back in there for five seconds so Ikuto will make a move. (lol, Every time I think of Tadase being used to further Amuto that song gets stuck in my head)

Since this happened after the big confession night in the manga Amu was all complaining about how he was being so nice the night before. Even so, because of Amu’s past dreams we know what she wants just the same~

Yeah, unlike others I don’t really mind the obvious plot exposition. It kind of ruins the surprise, but it’s not like it wasn’t something anyone couldn’t already guess at. Plus it’s another opportunity for me to go, “GO TO HELL YOU ASSHOLE DIRECTOR!!!” *shoves off of a roof*

Ikuto’s not your puppet or anyone else’s. You’re not doing anything since you don’t have any skills. Other people who work for you did this for you. You can’t do anything without using other people. You’re worthless. WORTHLESS! (Now please kindly move to the edge of the roof so I can shove you off)

Ikuto… No~ You poor boy. You need sleep. You need sleep, you can’t be controlled. You have to stay in bed with Amu-chan forever!

Agh! What did I just say? TT___TT

*goes back into closet to roll around in fangirl agony*

Shouta bonk/slap/smack # 1.

You’re someone else that should be in bed. Your stupid mom should keep better track of her children. Amu’s asleep, she’s your age, menaing it’s past your bedtime. Go back to bed! You don’t even do anything useful except say a bunch of stuff that’s wrong.

Nuuu! Ikuto!!!!    *in fangirl agony*

His violin shouldn’t be used that way. (Ah…I want to torture the asshole director more than ever before. Let’s all go kill him!)

Well…as bad as Death Rebel is for Ikuto (and as sad as it makes me), I do agree that there’s moments where it looks very cool (like when he transforms the violin into a scythe). Anything that can flow and look cool in the wind is good.

But…but! Ikuto!!!

Slap # 2 for Tadase because I hate irony.

“I won’t let you do as you please” while he’s being controlled. Damn it. I hate clever scripting when it makes me fangirl heart ache so~

Slap # 3 for being stupid.

With that kind of expression, Tadase doesn’t realize anything is wrong? With the way Ikuto absolutely always has to tease Tadase and say something to provoke him? The fact that you are shouting at him to say something doesn’t seem off at all? Huh.

I’ll take this opportunity to say that later on I don’t blame Tadase so much for his stupidity, but since this is a spoiler-free blog for the anime we will slap fictional shouta’s when they need a slap to knock some sense into them. Because I don’t think anyone should be allowed to live in ignorance and hate without reason! Not even, no, especially not princely shouta’s who are nice to everyone else. (Tadase you’re a jerk with no common sense right now.)

But now we take a break for some Amuto goodness~

Oh Amu…going to try to complain again? We all don’t take you seriously anymore since you never do anything about it you cute girl.

Plus after what happens next even those who do believe you don’t want Ikuto in your bed (after that dream from episode 67, is there anyone left?) won’t be able to deny it any longer (unless they’re delusional).

*poke*

*watch the cute sleepy face change*

*smile*

D’aww…this is such a couple moment that I’m just a basket full of goofy smiles right now. Too bad she didn’t keep poking him like in the manga. That was cute.

And now Amu perfectly matches the description of a real pervert from episode 65. Smiling while you watch someone when they’re asleep. Amu’s a perv now~

No! Not a cut! Awww…Ikuto…

(Wait, this means he needs a shower right? Cut = shower, right?)

D’aww. Amu’s moe sides really are only brought out around Ikuto. (At least anything that’s moe to me). Wide-eyed innocent worrying. Awww.

Oh looks who’s being all serious and emo so I’m supposed to give him my sympathy. But I won’t today. Because he’s being stupid and he lacks common sense. *stubborn*

WRONG!!!

Well okay, it’s technically right, but it’s still not. Because Ikuto’s not doing it of his own will. So still…WRONG!!!

*blank face*

Well…I suppose since I just think Tadase deserves some light slaps to knock some sense into him this a little harsh (then again even this doesn’t knock any sense into him. Though I suppose since it’s Ikuto it’s only to be expected ). Thinking about it happening makes me cringe. We’re really at the arc all mahou shoujo hit where things stop being healed with pretty lights (as much) and fights get down to serious business.

lol. Fangirl bias is amazing. I feel worse for Ikuto and his small cut than I do for Tadase. (At least it’s healthy that I recognize it…right?)

Oh and kind of mood-destroying and off-topic but, Kitty skull! Awww

No! Ikuto come back! That’s not my lovable Ikuto at all. Come back! Amu! You! Hurry up and bring Ikuto back! Nao!

Oh yeah and another little slap for Tadase for not realizing anything is wrong after this. *slap* You’re being stupid. Knock it off. I don’t like it. A real leader would try to see things objectively.

I know it’s just subtitles and this may not be the exact translation exactly but…thank you Rima, I love you.

See Tadase? The guardians without grudges point the blame at Easter and not Ikuto specifically. Even Rima who wasn’t around that time Ikuto told you guys where to find Amu. Silly shouta prince.

*is still grumpy* I’m not one to hold a grudge again after I already let it go, but come on! It’s frustrating since if Tadase wasn’t being stupid Ikuto would be saved sooner. Stupid Tadase. If he said there was something wrong with him it could be fixed easier since he’s at Amu’s house and it’s easy to find him. *grumpy*

YEAH! Amu-chan! It’s about time someone pointed it out to Tadase. Leaders shouldn’t be keeping secrets either. Don’t make people feel bad and worry unnecessarily just because you don’t feel like talking about something.

*sigh* Kids. That’s the most frustrating thing about watching them in anime. You get frustrated because they haven’t learned some very obvious life lessons yet. That’s why you can’t hold a grudge against them…after they learn their lesson anyway. *stubborn*

lol. This was one of those moments where Amu’s daydreams and such are hilarious. OOC Tadase makes me laugh so much.

Now, normally I’d comment on how OOC Tadase means Amu doesn’t know him well enough (oh wait I did, but pretend I didn’t), but I’ll just leave it as it’s funny for today.

…Though really, Amu should know better. It’s going to be more hurtful the longer that she keeps it a secret since Tadase is obviously going to find out.

Ahahah~ And now to break up the drama and emo, Amu has a request I think we all would like to see filled as well.

So Nagi, you be a good boy and don’t force Amu to turn on the sparkles. Just go with her wishes right away.

YEAH! Ponytail = Nadeshiko!!!

Also Nagi’s expression is classic. Even as the boy who dresses up as a girl (and forces other boys to do the same lol) he’s a little surprised by Amu forcing him into Nadeshiko mode (without even knowing he’s Nadeshiko!).

Yay! After all of Amu’s fangirly moments earlier on I’m glad that I found common ground with Amu yet again. (We all miss Nadeshiko so much that we’d go sparkly eyes when we get to see her again)

lol. This is great out of context.

Nadeshiko!

(Though I have to say quickly, it’s really gotten to the point where even girl mode Nadehiko makes me still think: …trap)

NADESHIKO!!!

Amu’s on the same page again. (I would also like to take this opportunity to once again say how much I love Kanae Ito and how wonderfully she voices Amu. That is all.)

*triple slap*

I don’t just take out my frustrations on shouta’s since these three are more to blame than anyone. You three are being selfish even if you say it’s for Ikuto and Yoru too. It’s just mean! Agh… *frustrated* I hate it when bad things have to happen so a story can continue. I hate it almost as much as ironic things like: “I won’t let you do as you please!” (AGH! WTF!?)

lol. More irony. But I don’t hate this as much because it’s not quite as cruel. It’s actually kind of nice, since now Nagihiko doesn’t have to think Amu won’t be able to understand at all. There’s some common ground here when Amu should be able to see things and understand.

At least after what Nagihiko said, Amu should be able to understand his situation when it’s finally revealed to her (at this point in the manga I think it will happen when we don’t see it or something). Amu’s a smart girl, she’d think back to this and believe that Nagihiko wasn’t keeping secrets from her to hurt her, but rather because her treasured their friendship.

Aww…I really want Nagi to stop having to worry about so many things. Hopefully Amu will get to find out and put all of Nagi’s fears to rest soon.

Did you happen to pick up a Hallmark card while you were buying the flowers Tadase?

*sigh* Once again I feel the small need to explain why I don’t particularly care for Tadase myself. Most…or maybe it’s just some and I’m remembering the “bad” stuff more than the good. Anyway, some of his character development is just so corny when he makes a speech like this that it feels insincere.

My reaction reminds me of what some people say about a poorly written Visual Novel. They shove sad scenes in your face and basically demand, “CRY!” which isn’t going to make anyone feel anything real.

So with Tadase it feels like he says nice things and I’m automatically supposed to have the same reaction as Amu. Though if someone in the real world said that to me, even in that sort of context (talking about his grandmother and stuff), I’d be like, “Are you serious?” And I’d think they’re just playing around.

I mean…yeah I guess flowers are strong, but talking about it in that way feels so unnatural to me. And talking about “their efforts” is like Fairytale Disney crap. It’s like a nice sentiment wrapped in a rainbow. It’s too much. (And yeah, I’ll leave it here to avoid more Tadase fangirl rage aimed in my direction)

So Amu decides to do the right thing and tell Tadase about Ikuto to avoid trouble down the road. (I’m not exactly sure what Tadase was saying that prompted it. I’ll assume it’s just because she was thinking about what Nagihiko was saying, then after she saw Tadase being a good person she decided she didn’t want to hurt him.)

But when Tadase has that sort of reaction so easily after Ikuto is mentioned, it’s clear he’s still a little ways off from being a flower.

…Okay, see!? See what I’m talking about. It’s a weird comparison to make and it doesn’t make it any easier for me to lay off of the “Tadase is a little girly” comments. Agh! I know that saying just that is rude and it’s not a reason to dislike him, but come on! Someone reasonable please tell me that it’s reasonable to say that Tadase isn’t exactly the manliest character around…even when you consider his age.

I don’t know why, but I always liked this line. I think it took a bit of courage for Amu to say that to Tadase considering the relationship the two of them have. It’s kind of like she’s continuing what she was saying back with the guardians. “Why are you always like that about Ikuto? I don’t think he’s a bad person.”

Amu’s so good for everyone. Getting them to see the problems they have in life. She’s trying her best here too (even if she’s not fully realizing it, I think she just wants the situation between the two of them to end, but she’s not sure how to go about it since she doesn’t understand).

*sigh* I just wish that it didn’t take something bigger to make Tadase stop being so stubborn on the matter. Surely he can’t think Amu’s that naive that she doesn’t recognize when someone’s bad. She’s been right about helping everyone else (Nikaidou, Utau, etc~). He should trust her opinion a little more by now. Stubborn shouta.

*another small slap* That slap is actually based more on my dislike for what he said because of what we learn later in the manga. Even after all of the things he was saying just a minute ago, he goes ahead and says this.

But bah…I’ll save it for another day.

*yet another small slap for Tadase* Look! You made Amu all worried and scared. Instead of making things easier for her to understand you just made her more confused.

And now a big slap for Satelight *SLAP!* because they ended the episode on this horrible cliffhanger. I hate you guys.

*sigh* At least next week will make me feel better (Until the even worse cliffhanger ARGH!).

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Preview

Yay~ Another one of my favorite chapters getting animated. Hopefully even with “first date” in the title it doesn’t get too off-topic with Amu’s fangirling before we get to the good scenes. Like this one…(I will just take the opportunity to say that I love Amu’s mom)

And um…this…

… Ehehehe~ (Glad to see the last thing we could worry about being cut out isn’t)

Oh and this that I don’t recognize (looks like all the filler won’t be used on overdoing Amu’s fangirling).

*sigh* But then we’ll end with this. Oh…goodness. More T_T for the next 10 or so weeks I imagine.

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